how does this happen?

every time i go a bit without posting, i then get nervous to post again because i feel like i'll have to recount everything that happened in between and then i delay longer and longer and longer...
but every once in a while something comes a long that spurs you to write. i don't buy into the conspiracy theory that bush planned or knew about 9/11 in order to eventually take over iraq, but this story (also all over the internet) sure is interesting... and we all know bush is just a figurehead for all his staff who actually determine and have substantive thoughts about policy.